Saturday, March 28, 2009

复杂心情

我不是含着金锁匙出世的人
妈妈说小时候我们很穷
到了今天还不错的生活
都是爸爸挨过来的
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爸爸五十六岁了
退休后公司要求他多留多一年
原以为哥哥当了讲师后
是我们孩子回报的时候
他们可以开始享福了
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爸爸。。昨天中风了。。
我和哥从吉隆坡赶回来
到医院看他
他还笑嘻嘻地说可以拿buta gaji
我的内心却是无比地痛苦
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昨天第一次帮爸爸冲凉
爸爸和我一样
大男人
突然间的转变
他的心情我能了解多少
当亲戚会后
他抽泣起来
我抱着他
无言。。 我能说什么。。
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看着他吃东西时
他的口水从口角流下
我的眼泪却从眼角流下
我想帮他擦去
他说他想尝试
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我的心情好复杂
妈妈也哭了
我还能做什么?
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爸爸 我爱你

47 comments:

Chi Leong said...

原来发生这种事情了
我想你现在的心情一定很复杂了

你要撑下去哦
相信每位看你部落的人都会为你加油打气的

雁姑娘 said...

加油!!
一切会雨过天晴的..

~~soonyang~~ said...

hope ur dad wil recover soon..
god will blessu all..

take care..

mil0chel said...

papa i love you..

itu saja yang saya tau baca.. the rest too deep.. whereis my translator ?

[I Live For This] said...

南华医院的针灸治疗很有效

Anonymous said...

soree to hear wad happened to ur dad..
add oil with ur daddy ~
he'll recover im sure..
cuz my grandpa did..
n he has lived for more than 20 yrs and stil counting on..
add oil ~

薇薇 said...

希望你爸爸早日康复

kimi said...

要坚强
因为你可以
你爸爸也可以
要相信

~AmK~ said...

加油!!
希望你的爸爸早日康复。。。

CheeShan said...

translated version:
I was not born in a very rich family, mum said we were poor when we were small and dad was the one who earned the money hardly, improving the quality of our life now.Dad was asked to work for one more year by his company after he retired at the age of 56. We thought that dad could enjoy his later life after bro bacame a lecturer.
Howevr, dad got stroke yesterday... my bro and me went back from KL immediately to visit dad at the hospital. Dad told us that he can get buta gaji with a smile on his face but deep inside my heart, it was infinitely painful. Helped dad to shower for the first time yesterday. Dad was just like me, being a man as well, I understood well the sudden changes of his feelings.
After the relatives has gone back, dad started sobbing, i hugged him tightly, without any words coming out from my mouth (in other word, speechless). What could i say? Saliva flowed from the corner of his mouth when he was eating. Looking at him, my tears rolled down from my eyes'corner. I wanted to wipe his saliva off, but dad wished to try it on himself. My feeling was so complicated, mum cried as well, what else could i do?
Dad I love you.

CheeShan said...

同善医院中医部也不错,你可以试试看。。
我的邻居几年前也中风了,可是她并没有放弃,持续不断地做复健,很快的,她便可以像正常人一样走动了。
不要放弃,我知道你也不会放弃。要坚强,知道吗?每个人都会帮你加油打气的!
加油加油加油!!!

mil0chel said...

Cheesan,
THanks so much for the translation.. I almost cried reading that.. I think you should be my full-time translator for KP's Chinese posts.. :)

Koko,
hope you'll stay strong in this situation.. I'm sure your dad feels useless coz of this, but I'm sure he's very touched that you care for him deeply.. I'll be praying for your dad and family :)

CheeShan said...

to milochel,
it's my plasure to translate if u dont mind my eng which is a bit broken..

ghuey said...

放心,不会有事的。
只要勤做运动,多吃田七 ...
一定会好的。

~* [STARR] *~ said...

dun give up..
ur dad needs ur support most at the moment..
be there for him..
and give all the encouragement for him..
he's trying to be strong, so be strong for him.. be beside him while he goes thru all these...

Peggy 佩琪 said...

Sorry to hear tat...hope ur dad will recover soon~~~ jia you!

mil0chel said...

Cheesan,
No it's great ! THanks :) keep it up :)

iC3_sHiN said...

be strong!!
may your DAD get well soon!!

Alice Chong said...

初步中风是可以很快就复原的,我相信像你爸爸这样的人是很快就可以复原起来的。。。放心哦~

yan said...

加油!!一定会没事的!

len said...

I know u will be tough to overcome all obstacles in life. Good luck in everything. Best regards to your dad and family.

斌世无双 said...

忙了一整天, 回来看到那么多的留言, 谢谢你们。。

n i c o l e said...

加油..!!!
be tough..!!
i know u CAN...
and must take gd care of urself..ur dad need u..

Chong It said...

加油
uncle一定会没事的

jitsinese said...

dun be too worry...i m sure tat ur dad will recover soon....jiayou o...

sharon said...

be strong, guy. Be ur dad's strong little guy. everything wil be fine!

ai wui said...

加油,雨后一定会天晴...
你一定要加油哦,爸爸靠你们的支持...

Chi Leong said...

我们都会支持的
加油哦

jason said...

yeah, be strong and stay strong, you daddy needs you!And jason chang you! haha... take care alright! jiayou!!!

AliVe said...

祝你爸爸早日康复
我明白失去亲人的感受
那种感觉很深刻
因为我刚尝试过...

斌世无双 said...

虽然你们很多我都不认识,但你们一切的支持, 我铭记于心。。

彦霓::yen-nee said...

生平第一次阅读朋友的部落格而感触落泪。朋友,加油了。

外公在我年幼时被打劫。匪徒将他用力地往墙壁推,他脑出血,也中风了,而且终身半身不遂。

但是,因为有爱,生命依然精彩。我们家做到的,其他人也能做到的。

加油,林爸爸也加油!

还有,复健很重要,真的。

kp,你真是个孝顺的孩子。加油,也别忘了照顾自己。

hmin said...

kean ping, i think now all u can do is accompany yr parents, they nid your support, they'll surely feel yr love..hope yr dad wil recover soon~!!

P/S: now no more lengang kaki lo..^

Chi Leong said...

又来给你加油打气了

Anonymous said...

JIA YOU .... Love your dad more... I don't have chance to say " Dad.. I love you " anymore... You still have the chance...

Anonymous said...

hope ur dad wil get well soon~!!
hc

zehang said...

got bless your daddy !

grace said...

hey, hope ur dad recovers soon!! stay strong k..

Wei Jian said...

Hey, sorry to hear about your dad. Keep your chin up, okay? :\

Anonymous said...

jz knew this thing happened..
be tough ya!
ur dad need ur support very much!
ling

Anonymous said...

I am sorry to hear about what happen to your dad. It is really hard to cheer up at this moment. but do be strong. Seek support from your friends, I am sure that they all are concern about you. You said that your dad worked hard to improve the quality of your family's life as what you have now, so it is now your time to support him back in every way you can. Do provide him with unconditional love. Try not to cry if front of him, I am sure he does not want to see you sad, he does not want to be your burden as well. He will be having a hard time now and would really need family's support. Be strong for your dad, support him and love him. Give him strength to stand up again and recover.

Anonymous said...

Are you single and available?

斌世无双 said...

u r asking private question yet u r not telling me who r u? how i am going to tell u?

Anonymous said...

Okok. You don't have to be mad. I can't tell because I don't want anyone to know me.

斌世无双 said...

haha.. i am not... dont worry

Anonymous said...

hey buddy...sorry i just saw this post...

Ur dad is such a nice person, I believe he will recover very soon 1...u have to be strong, i know u can make it.

Take care.

Regards,
Guan Kai

derickpeh said...

秋风舞黄叶,黄叶本无意,秋风自多情
唯有对生命的多情才能承载命运的无情。。。